How are you?
Oh, well theres this girl, that since some months ago has become someone, someone in my heart. You see, every time I close my eyes I can see her eyes trying to penetrate my mind and her words trying too break the frontier of sound that surrounds my thoughts. It’s has been months since the last time I sleep without screaming her name in the middle of my dreams, screaming to my closed window as loud as i can so that my thoughts can be herd by the moon and would realize how lonely my nights are and spend the time with me. I don’t know.
But maybe a miracle is what can wake me up from this dark nightmare that threats me all day and all night long. Maybe hearing her words of love and desire for me in live and not on the phone anymore can do the work to put a smile on my face. Maybe my friend, the answer is having her in may arms again, and not the wind that when i close my arms to hug her will disappear with the leafs that remind my of her dry lips, those ones that I used to kiss every time I closed my arms to hug her while drinking a cup of tea. I don’t know.
I don’t know how I am my friend. My head is all messed up with the memories of the sunset hitting her eyes turning them from brown to a kind of orange gold that could make me dream awake every time our eyes have contact that is no further physical, but instead spiritual.
But please tell me do you think I’m ok?